Obsessed with Dylan Klebold?

I've been obsessed and infatuated with Dylan Klebold for a while now, at least 4 months. I don't in any way condone what he did, but I read his journal and suddenly found myself thinking about him a lot. Obviously not 24/7, but when I have free time, etc. Please no mean answers, but what should I do and is this normal? Is there anyone else who likes him too?